Wondering what it would be like if my dad were still around. Would we be hanging out all of the time? Would my son hang on his every word? Would my daughter climb on his knee and hug his neck tight while he gives her a dollar for the snack machine? I wonder how our family would be if things were different.
I’m also wondering what it would be like if loved ones in the family didn’t have so many demons. Could we all just have one of those Leave it To Beaver families? I wonder if our family reunions would be just over the top. My children may grow up to know a huge loving family like I had as a child.
I’m wondering what it would be like if I had moved to California that time. Would my heart lead me back to my soul mate and we have the children that we do now? How would that all work out?
I’m wondering what it would be like if I had stayed at that job back in the early ninety’s. How far would I have gone with that company? Things may really be different for me now. Things may really be different for my family.
I’m wondering what it would be like….BUT…as far as my life goes…I wouldn’t change a thing!

























